truth

it's time to forget everything. my final decision. goodbye dream.
perhaps my friends are right. letting go. everything can be better. yeah. it was :) 
it's memorable. but i should move my ass and go on my life. and stop thinking about it. 
because it's not worth thinking in some reasons. 
if can't let go. it would be haunting me a life? it's something called fate. 
i'm happy with now life :) this will be my last time typing this.
even though everything passed very long already. 
i might be missing you. but sooner. i might forget you or missing someone else. 
i was given chance to being with you. and i didn't appreciate it. think so. 
ah. although i did regret-ed that why i didn't treasure it? 
it's a fate. i can't change the fate. accepting is correct too.
i learned the lesson. 
sometime i did miss those moments. i did say it was a bad memory. but it wasn't a bad memory. 
so a friend of mine say. crying out will be better. maybe. 


do i really feel happy?
nah. i don't know anything. 
it was just empty empty empty. 
people says i'm stupid to keep on loving him. yes i am. 

letting go is the best choice. 

truly. i missed you so much. but what can i do?

i asked a tips and it's the same answer.

i shouldn't continuing loving and i should move myself and open up a new life.

if i continuing loving. the one who is been hurt at the end, it was me again. 

some reason. this is what the god arranged for me. 

i met up you. and i fallen. 

and the promise was broke. it's was hurting that night. 

you keep on apologizing. what i want isn't a sorry.

but is.

you take back everything you said. 

but then. it never happened.

i cut those long hairs. and keep it short now.

i can cut hairs freely. why can't i cut memory freely?

my last words.

i used to love you. until then. i got a good advice. i love you. so i should forget everything. 

thank you for those memories. really..